Book 42 of my 2025 Reading Challenge
read from May 12 - 13
If I Stopped Haunting You by Colby Wilkens
published 2024
Summary (via the book jacket)
Penelope Skinner made herself a publishing pariah when she literally threw a book at Neil Storm, a bestselling author with a superiority complex. Even worse, she's had writer's block since the incident. So when her friend invites her on a writer's retreat in a supposedly haunted Scottish castle, she seizes the opportunity. But of course, some things really are too good to be true.
Neil wants nothing to do with the frustratingly adorable woman who unleashed a serious case of self-doubt when she flung a book at him and called his bestseller "a book without a soul." Now all Neil wants is fresh inspiration and to completely avoid her.
As the retreat begins, Pen and Neil find themselves trapped in a real-life ghost story. Even more horrifying, a truly shocking (and extremely hot) almost kiss could force them to rethink everything. But if they can't stop the ghosts pursuing them, they may never have the chance to figure out their feelings for each other.
My Opinion
2 stars
I checked this book out from the library on a whim after seeing it on display. Unfortunately, this was a low 2 stars for me.
*slight plot spoilers ahead*
I enjoy a good romance trope but there needs to be substance beyond the trope to keep me interested. Of course they're both going to be on the retreat but also...how were there only 4 people total (meaning it was originally 3 since Pen was a last minute add)? Did their mutual friend set this whole retreat up to get them together? And did the 4th person have to be someone she had a one-time hookup with when it wasn't mentioned again at all (it wasn't used for a love triangle or any jealousy)?
The ghost aspect was fine for the plot but again, an unsatisfactory conclusion. That was some concerning aggression leading to actual injuries which felt out of place in a light book like this. And I didn't understand what they actually did to make the ghosts happy.
The conversations about publishing and representing your culture were good but again, felt jammed in in this setting. Very legitimate concerns spanning years of fighting were resolved so quickly. And apparently people didn't hate her like she thought but she didn't know because she never checked the Internet again?
Last thing, I need a description other than "slick" or "her slickness" to show her desire. It was way overused.
Now that I'm writing this all out, was this actually a 1 star read for me? No, it didn't make me angry so I'll keep it at 2.