Saturday, March 30, 2024

This Is How It Always Is

 Book 32 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read from March 20 - 30

This Is How It Always Is
by Laurie Frankel

My Opinion
4 stars

This is a lovely book.  The quiet respectfulness of the situation was clear throughout the book and when the author mentioned a kernel of the story is from her own life, I understood how the details could feel rooted in realism.  There were big discussions and moments but they were not presented in an after-school special way, they were woven into the fabric of everyday life.

It went off the rails for me in Thailand but other than that, it was a roller coaster of a book in a good way.  There were hills and valleys for everyone throughout the time of the book and while there weren't definite answers at the end, it felt hopeful.

Quote from the Book

"Because you know what's better than happy endings?"
"What?"
"Happy middles."
"You think?"
"All the happy with none of the finality. All the happy with room enough to grow. What could be better than that?"

The Lady's Handbook for Her Mysterious Illness

 Book 31 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read from March 9 - 29

The Lady's Handbook for Her Mysterious Illness
by Sarah Ramey

My Opinion
3 stars

This book is a labor of love and I may not have been exactly the right audience for it but I'm going to donate it and hope it finds the reader that will dogear, highlight, and cherish it because that reader is out there.

I'm rating it in the middle because it all evens out to a fairly neutral read.  I'm not upset I read it and there are some things I'll think about further but I don't know what kind of audience I would recommend it to.

The memoir/personal aspects of the book are soul-baring.  I have fibromyalgia and there was a definite feeling of "at least I'm not going through this much" which is an awful thing to think when there's a real person attached to the story.  I also thought about how "lucky" she is to have such a strong support system that could help her for such a long time.  I know it wasn't the support she needed and I'm glad she stood up for herself but not having to worry about a place to live or money for treatments (at least as far as she said) removes a huge boulder as she was able to focus on her recovery.

The other aspects, kind of scientific, kind of medical, kind of "woo woo", are what gives me pause.  I'm not saying the "kind of"s to discount what she's saying, I don't know what category to put the information in.  It should be medical but our system is fucked and it is scientific but it's also new and mostly unproven.  Although she acknowledges the many barriers that would prevent people from accessing everything she talks about (and also cautions many times that she's not advocating for anyone to take her word as medical fact), it did skirt a little too close to "you can overcome it if you focus on xyz" for my personal taste.  It was a little more palatable because "xyz" was lifestyle adaptations and not just positive thinking and sunshine but for most people it's still foreign and unattainable.  Even though the author's heart and mind is in the right place and there are lots of things to consider for the future, I think of those I know now with chronic illness and telling them to "eat healthier/stress less/sleep more" (which I KNOW is a gross oversimplification of what the author said) would feel accusatory and similar to a doctor suggesting weight loss for any ailment.

So that's how I'm stuck.  It was a good book and there are things I agree wholeheartedly should change and hope they will for the future but I'm feeling a little defeated as I finish it.  


Tuesday, March 19, 2024

Spirits and Ghouls

 Book 30 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read from March 3 - 19

Spirits & Ghouls

My Opinion
3 stars

This series from Flame Tree Publishing is the only one I would buy purely for aesthetic and how cool they look on my shelves.  It's an added bonus that I read them as well; it's been hit or miss on the collection so far so I hope for the best and prepare for the worst.  

This collection is solidly in the middle.  Most of them were short so even though I wasn't in love with all of them, I appreciate the variety included.  There were 36 stories, 16 of them new and 20 previously published (with the oldest published in 1856).

My favorite was "Shrieking Willow".

As always when reviewing multiple authors, I'll include a small opinion on each individual story below.

The Mother of Sands
It was very short and unexpected.  The circumstances that brought them together were fairly tenuous but since the meat of the story happened after they were together I'll ignore it.

Good Lady Ducayne
I'm torn because I like the happy ending but it also took the steam out of the story because it was so out of character.
Bella being so naive meant that I knew what was happening long before she did but luckily she had friends to look out for her.

The Widow Watcher of Wooten Creek
It was haunting but in a good way.  I liked the conversation the granny and granddaughter were able to have, almost like a changing of the guard.

Holding the Light
Thoroughly creepy.  Everything happening in the dark left it all to the imagination and that's even scarier.

They Come at Night
Good story but on the short side.  More suspense could've been built in between the time they found the campsite and the ending to give it even more edginess.

Once Upon a Graveyard
I would read more about this character and if the author decided to expand, this short story would be a good, concise introduction.

Sister Johanna's Story
It was fine, nothing that stirred me one way or another.

The Story of Salome
Although the ending threw me for a loop (in a good way), it didn't change my overall boredom with the story.  It was written in 1867 and it showed in the style of taking many pages to sum up a very basic premise.

The Poor Clare
I skimmed.  Written in 1856, it had the style of the times; using a million words when ten would do.  If the story is interesting I'll wade through and find the nuggets but this one didn't grab me at the beginning and I didn't try.

The Devil of Avalon
The story was a good length with the right amount of arc.  I'm not clear if the 'Historical Epilogue' is actually true information for the reader or if it's an added footnote to the story.

In Bleak December
I was expecting a ghost but not the person it turned out to be.

The Smoke Market
The kernel of the story was interesting but it felt longer than it needed to be.

Nine Rings of Silver and One of Bronze
This story was so full of regret it took my breath away.  I'm not convinced it was actually the human but the leader thinks it is and the guilt will drive him mad.

Two Trees
Vivid depictions of scenes and emotions, this was a creepy story.

Atticat
That was soothing for a ghost story with no frights and everyone banding together as a community.

Apartment 3G
It started off strong but was too contrived making everything work in the end.  I'm torn though because I appreciate knowing what happened to her girls but it did feel clunky.

A View from a Hill
Meh.  I knew where it was going fairly quickly but the story didn't really explain itself so I'm not sure I would've gotten it just from the story itself if I didn't have experience with these kinds of tropes.

What Have You Brought Me?
There was a melancholy softness I wasn't expecting from what was at its core a creature luring a woman to death.

Shrieking Willow
Excellent!!!  Spooky and disorienting with multiple "this is the end just kidding here's another twist" turns that would get my hopes up for a happy ending only to dash them again.

The Story of Sidi-Nouman
The story was fine but the method of telling it was boring.  Recounting everything in a monologue after the fact removes any suspense or concern.

Squire Toby's Will
I skimmed it.  Too long and too much dialogue, it was obviously an older story and I didn't want to invest in keeping everything straight.

The Shabah
It was fine but I think I would've liked it more if it had been a few days shorter.  The author did a good job conveying a lot of backstory without a lot of words.

Pickman's Model
I agree art can be incredibly creepy, especially when the line appears to be blurred between imagination and real-life inspiration.

The Dream-Quest of Unknown Kadath
It was on the long end of a short story (50 pages) which was unfortunate because I didn't like it.  Even skimming I didn't read it all in one sitting because I was falling asleep.

Only Monsters
The dread of inevitability made me sick to my stomach.  I wish there had been more blanks filled in about what the creature was and how the "partnership" came to be.

The Jumper
The premise was really interesting.  I don't think I would try the jumper on if I'd been in the lecture hall.  What's the saying..."I'm not superstitious, I'm just a little stitious."

Afterlife on Mars
The isolation adds to the creepiness.  I'm glad they didn't waste time and shared information with each other immediately.

You Can Never Go Home Again
Very short, this would be a good campfire story.  I was more upset about the betrayal of the wife than anything that the husband experienced.

The History of Gherib and His Brother Agib
Too long, too religious.  I don't understand why old stories are so frickin' wordy...wasn't it expensive to print?  

Words for the Dead
There was a lot of emotion packed into a short story.  I'm happy there seemed to be an optimistic ending.

Tangled Tales of Jumbies and Silk Cotton Trees
Riveting story with one last twist of an ending.

Walnut-Tree House
This was like a ghost story written for the Hallmark Channel.  A benevolent ghost, a man who has no problem sharing his newly found riches, and cousins getting married.

Oh Bury Me Not
An unreliable narrator added to the uncertainty of the story.  It had a good, unexpected pace.

Xarus's Mirror
That was a gripping story but I wish it had a different ending.  I don't like that she was going out to be alone.

Three Years
Riveting and emotional.
Just as I can sometimes tell which stories are older based on the language, this is the first one that I knew was new because the pandemic and quarantining were key factors.

Ghost Festival in the Desert
Great story to finish out the collection.  Revenge and a happy ending.

Saturday, March 16, 2024

The Cleaners

 Book 29 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read on March 16

The Cleaners 
by Ken Liu

My Opinion
4 stars

This short story is part of the Faraway collection available through Prime Reading.  It was an enjoyable read with an interesting premise.  I understand introducing three main characters because they all show different experiences but it also took away from the development by splitting a short story into three POVs.

Friday, March 15, 2024

Pretty Guilty Women

 Book 28 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read from March 10 - 15

Pretty Guilty Women
by Gina LaManna

My Opinion
3 stars

I'm torn on this book.  It was a fast-paced quick read and I really liked the characters' interactions with each other.  However, there were a lot of things that fit together implausibly to make a perfectly imperfect arc.

It had a weird combination of women spilling secrets within minutes of meeting a stranger yet not communicating with their known friends/partners.  The oversharing was necessary and moved the story along but some of the concerns could've been cleared up very quickly if they had been shared with the actual parties involved instead of strangers.

Just over halfway through I started to form an idea on the victim and circumstances but did not predict the final twist at all.

So all in all, I'm rating it in the middle.  If you can ignore some plotholes and go along for the ride, this would be a good, light read.  But I also can't recommend it wholeheartedly without adding the caveat that it won't stand up to scrutiny.

Monday, March 11, 2024

The Princess Game

 Book 27 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read on March 11

The Princess Game
by Roman Chainani

My Opinion
1 star

This short story is part of the Faraway collection available through Prime Reading.  It's a miss for me.  I didn't like the format of voice notes, the bumbling detective was more annoying than comedic, and it had a strange ending.

Sunday, March 10, 2024

Emmy & Oliver

 Book 26 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read from March 8 - 10

Emmy & Oliver
by Robin Benway

My Opinion
3 stars

I started reading and before I knew it 100 pages had passed.  It's a very easy style to get sucked into.  Although it took me 3 days to read it, I read it in 2 sittings; there was a day in between where I was too busy to read at all.

So the book was incredibly readable, I liked the dynamics between the characters, and I would definitely read this author again.  So why only 3 stars (and a low 3, almost a 2, rating at that)?  The situation that led to the 10 years apart was too contrived and then the ending was even worse.  I think the book either needed to be the light read it was the majority of the time and find another reason to create tension and drama, or it needed to dive more into the kidnapping.  This book didn't really do justice to either one...I was overlooking it until the resolution at the end and I just absolutely couldn't get behind it.

Friday, March 8, 2024

Wildhood

 Book 25 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read from February 20 - March 8

Wildhood: The Epic Journey from Adolescence to Adulthood in Humans and Other Animals

My Opinion
4 stars

The title and description is accurate so if the book looks interesting I would say it's worth the reader's time.  I'm not an expert on any of these topics but when there are 51 pages of notes in a 355 page book it seems well-researched.

The very first paragraph sums up what to expect from the book.
"Wildhood, the shared experience of adolescence across species, begins with the physical changes of puberty and ends when an individual has acquired four essential life skills. To become successful adults, all Earth's animals must learn how to: stay safe; negotiate social status; navigate sexuality; and live as adults."

They primarily focused on four wild animals biologists tracked through adolescence and beyond: Ursula the king penguin, Shrink the spotted hyena, Salt the humpback whale, and Slavc the European wolf.

The prologue felt like reading a textbook but the rest of the book had a narrative approach and was much smoother and more readable.

I'm a softie who can't watch animal documentaries and even this book teeters close...it "humanizes" the animals so I felt sad when they were bullied or had to leave their parents but I also cheered for them when they succeeded.  I had an especially soft spot for Shrink.




UNSUB

 Book 24 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read from March 3 - 7

UNSUB
by Meg Gardiner

My Opinion
5 stars

Fuuuuuck.  This was a trip from start to finish.  Perfect pacing because I didn't skip ahead at all.  I love to read thrillers yet have a low tolerance for the uncomfortable feeling so I usually have to find a spoiler and relieve some tension.  With this book I was incredibly tempted twice but I didn't peek.

I had to get up and take a lap about halfway through after a particular reveal.  It didn't feel right (and wasn't right) but it was such a gut check.  And the ending added one more little punch to wrap things up.

However, after raving about this book, I probably won't continue the series.  My library only had the first one and the main reason I liked this book was the case itself (which was solved) and the dynamic between some of the characters that would not be continuing in future books.  I'd probably read more if I saw them but I'm not seeking them out.


Sunday, March 3, 2024

The Echo of Old Books

 Book 23 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read from February 27 - March 2

The Echo of Old Books
by Barbara Davis

My Opinion
5 stars

First of all, what a lovely gift, to be able to feel the emotions of the previous owners of the books she holds.  I understand there would be downsides of sadness and/or fear but the character reveres books as a reader and a bookstore owner and I can see how this would add an extra layer to her already enthusiastic reading.

5 stars because I read about 90% of it in the span of one day; I just kept coming back to it and was thinking about it when I wasn't reading it.  

This one hit me.  I'm not going to overanalyze it because 5 stars are usually more about how they made me feel.  It may not connect with everyone but it did with me.

The story progressed nicely and the circumstances teetered justthisclose to believable.  Having it set in the 80's helped with some of the reveals; you couldn't just get on the Internet and have answers in minutes.

The ending was a little cheesy but I don't mind having everything wrapped up with a little bow.


Saturday, March 2, 2024

Hazel and Gray

 Book 22 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read on March 2

Hazel and Gray
by Nic Stone

My Opinion
2 stars

This short story is part of the Faraway collection available through Prime Reading.  I predicted the connection very early so while I kept reading to see if/how they would escape, the rest was unsurprising.

Friday, March 1, 2024

His Hideous Heart

 Book 21 of my 2024 Reading Challenge
read from February 27 - March 1

His Hideous Heart

My Opinion
4 stars

This book has multiple authors reimagining works by Edgar Allan Poe.  An unusual aspect that I really appreciate is it has Poe's original works as the second half of the book if the reader wants to read those as well.

As always when reading books with multiple authors, I'll include a small opinion on individual stories below.  I've also decided to begin by reading the inspiration story by Poe first to lay a groundwork of comparison.

My favorites were "Night-Tide" and "The Glittering Death".  Although there were some I didn't enjoy a ton there were no complete duds in the inspired stories (I can't say the same for Poe's) so that was a plus too.

She Rode a Horse of Fire (inspired by the original tale "Metzengerstein")
Poe's original story didn't keep my interest so the new story was already starting behind the eight ball for me.

I can see the similarities and thought the new story updated circumstances well, including making the object a car instead of a horse.  It kept my interest more than Poe's story but I still wasn't super invested.

It's Carnival! (inspired by the original tale "The Cask of Amontillado")
Short and to the point, there was enough time to convey the motives and create distaste for the victim.

It held true to the emotions of Poe's story but had a current twist in method.

Night-Tide (inspired by the original tale "Annabel Lee")
LOVE!!!  This was a beautiful story, stark and emotional.

It greatly expanded Poe's poem and made the story between two girls but kept the same longing and romance.

The Glittering Death (inspired by "The Pit and the Pendulum")
"The Pit and the Pendulum" is the most memorable story by Poe that I've read and I have a visceral reaction every time I read it.  Somehow this inspired story generated an even stronger reaction.  It was terrific.

My jaw hurts from the tension I was holding reading Poe's story followed by this one.

A Drop of Stolen Ink (inspired by " The Purloined Letter")
Even without the knowledge of the inspiration, this was a fully realized story.  I'd read a million more of their adventures.

Although it took the original story's "hidden in plain sight", everything else was updated and unique.  I really liked it.

Happy Days, Sweetheart (inspired by "The Tell-Tale Heart")
The author was able to take inspiration from arguably one of the most famous stories and still surprise with a twist.  I know I was supposed to root against her but I couldn't.

The Raven (Remix) (inspired by "The Raven")
I understand the concept behind it but in practicality it was difficult to read when individual letters were left uncovered to form words.  My eye naturally wanted to scan and it took immense concentration to not only find the letters but figure out what they were spelling.

Since this took the original text and repurposed it by blocking out many words, I'm guessing this will be the closest to the actual story behind each author's inspiration.

Changeling (inspired by "Hop-Frog")
Poe's original story was outdated and offensive so I was already on edge when I started the inspired story.  It wasn't offensive and made enough changes to make it palatable but I was still uncomfortable.  I had trouble keeping the voices straight.

The Oval Filter (inspired by "The Oval Portrait")
The inspired story was really compelling which was a relief because I thought Poe's story was a dud.

It was the perfect length and kept things moving enough that the reader was unsettled but also didn't muddy the waters with extra characters or events.

Red (inspired by "The Masque of the Red Death")
It was fine.  I understand what the red death symbolized in Poe's story but not in the inspired one.

Lygia (inspired by "Ligeia")
Poe's story was boooooring but the inspired story was much better.  I felt awful for Roberta though.

The Fall of the Bank of Usher (inspired by "The Fall of the House of Usher")
It felt especially long because I wasn't super interested in the plot.  I don't fully understand what happened but am glad they both made it out.

I wasn't interested in Poe's original story either.

The Murders in the Rue Apartelle, Boracay (inspired by "The Murders in the Rue Morgue")
An interesting spin and update on Poe's original story.  I'm glad the narrator wasn't harmed physically or emotionally.